ITS BEEN A LONG TIME

I cant remember the last time I sat down and wrote anything that was on my mind, in my thoughts and in my heart. Writing used to come so easy to me and now become an effort. Things haven't been that easy for me the past few months but thanks to a few close friends I am finally starting to see some light at the end of the tunnel.
So once again, I gather my thoughts and put my heart,soul and feeling in this blog for everyone to see and possibly bring some light to you as well.
I hope you enjoy.

Nathaniel

ONCE YOU HAVE THE BEST

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.There is never any pressure, jealousy or competitionbut only a quiet calmness when they are around.You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. Colors seem brighter and more brilliant.Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all.A phone call or two during the day helps to get youthrough a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face.In their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby.Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.You open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares you.You find strength in knowing you have a true friend andpossibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.